1. I’ve been working a summer job for 2 months now. I got a 3 day suspension unfairly. Its a story I’ll tell in another post.
2. I met a boy but …
3. I have a 2 new favorite TV shows called Insecure and Stranger things. Going to try out Power tonight.
4. I am now addicted to spaghetti and meatballs. I’ll make a post about that too. Dont get too excited its a frozen food brand.
5. I almost quit university but I thought I’m in year 3 so I might as well finish.
6. I didn’t make enough money and my mom is mad at me . I guess she wanted me to work this summer and pay next semesters school fee.
7. I’m still lonely and hella negative now. I guess I’m just always sad.
8. I hate people. I just want to live somewhere secluded by myself. In the middle of nowhere.
9. I’m writing a book lol. Just…
10. I have no feelings. I don’t feel anything anymore and now I hurt people now more than ever. And the most I feel is just sad. I feel like Cersei after blowing up the courtyard with all those people and my last son has committed suicide.
I feel nothing. Just a bit a sadness. Just a bit of feeling like I’m already dead.