I have a job interview friday and i’m so nervous ! I can’t stop running all the humiliating scenarios in my mind . What if i mess it up .I’m a complete failure and even if i don’t i haven’t gotten my identification card yet . I’m so scared . I think i’m going to lose it both my mind and the interview .I hate myself sometimes for being so scared and hiding in the shadows . I have no confidence no inner or outer or whatever the fuck you wanna call it .
I messed the first one up what if i mess this one up too ! My mom asked and had it arranged , they will be laughing at me about how i want a job and i cant even conduct a proper interview and don’t know what some words mean .I’m sooo scared .
I am a really shy person i don’t talk to people , i have no friends , people hate me literally and they haven’t even met me .I can’t carry a conversation to save my life .I suck .And i tune people out sometimes .And i have this bad habit of smiling when i’m nervous . Oh dear God , what am i going to do . Also i act really stupid sometimes and make a fool of myself .
If i die of a heart attack you willl all know why . Momma i love you .POP .Hold it down . I’m so scared what if it’s just me and a kabiliion people i wouldn’t even have a chance . Life is so fucked up .Pray for me or wish me luck or just tell me it’s gonna be okay ?