I saw that he was online a while ago and the loneliness kicked in .I almost didn’t write a blog today because nothing much happened today except i ate pizza and drank coffee and rubbed my dogs belly ,he is sooo cute .I applied for jobs today , felt like a total failure , watched some youtube videos .
My mom came home like she always does bitching about everything in the world , who moved the towel, did u go over here , do that tomorrow , do this ,I’m tempted to say yes my queen but i can’t be bothered .I know she’s my mother but sometimes she’s so fucking annoying and miserable .If they open a return line at Walmart for mothers i’d wait out there all night .But be careful what you wish for huh , they say it’s just a phase but i think it’s the stage in life when you start really seeing your parents .Growing up you didn’t even bother to think about it but the more you learn , the more you see.
What am i going to do tomorrow , well go walking with dad , yeah that’s right i’m exercising then i eat kfc and grab a hersheys bar .But before you judge me , it’s my time of the month i deserve it .If you are a male reader i know i must have grossed you out . It’s life .
Gonna watch a movie later .
I miss him so much i know i must be crazy but look at it this way i have no one else, well besides you guys .I realise that i don’t really miss him it’s the idea of him and the feeling that you might have somebody . I thought he must be talking to someone else . Maybe somebody prettier .So i have come to the conclusion that i am also obsessed by the idea of him and also very stupid .
I haven’t gotten accepted to any Universities so it seems that i’m too stupid to even get into University too . If anything happens you’ll see me on Pornhub or Xvideo busting it open like Mia Khalifa or Sunny Leone . The first dunce/mentally challenged pornstar . Thanks Universities , for making me feel like shiit the beginning of the new year .
Ps. Is it weird i already have a pornstar name Alexandria love ?
lol how’s your Mondays ?
Also comment below if you want me to read your blog since i have no life .
Oh comment and recommend good movies and books ! now if they aren’t good when i watch or read them i’m gonna annoy and tell off your motherfucking ass .I accept all genres .
omg i wanna pee.