When a girl tells a guy she’s a virgin , they either don’t believe or can’t believe .Yet women make it look like your being a goody two shoes .
It’s like men think your something to be conquered a, a battle to be won , a trophy .But then why not be happy if you’re the one doing the poking and i’m the well you know going to be on receiving end of that poke .
I fear my first time .Will it hurt .Will i feel myself ripping / tearing apart ?
What if i suck at sex , i’m lame in bed and the experience is just dead ?
What if the guy can’t get it up ?
What if i’m insufficient ?
What if i hate it and never wanna have sex anymore and all i thought it would be will just leave me disappointed ?
What if i don’t bleed and he thinks i’m a liar ?
What if i bleed too much ?
What if it’s so painful and i can’t move afterwards ?
What if i get pregnant because i dont want him to wear a condom because i want to feel everything ?
What if he sucks ?
What if i never get to do it ? If i had twenty years to make love/ have sex and i did nothing with it and i never experience it ?
What if its beautiful?
What if its the wrong guy and years later i regret it so much and its the biggest regret i have in my life ?
Besides isn’t t a little awkward after ?
I’m gonna go to bed now before i get a migraine or high blood pressure .
Tell me how was yours ?
What are your fears ?